Memories..

I am in the process of scanning a bunch of pictures for a holiday project, I am remembering so many things from the times the pictures were taken and the ages of us kids (including my step siblings)

it got me thinking about all the little things we say and do over the years. How we become one large family.
It was over 15 years ago I knew my parents were not ment to be. It was Christmas time that my mom finally told him she had reached the end of her rope. For several years I dreaded this time of year, it had been my favorite before that. but that was a black cloud. Then I learned a few things. I gained a step mom who I call Mama, and saw how hard it was for her. Back then I was not mean to be mean, but I was mean to her in other ways, it took me years to see that.
Now when I talk to my mom I see that she has always cared about my dad but not in a romantic way. she knew that her leaving him would be a good thing for him. she was right.
Mama brings out a side of dad I had never seen, they act like a couple should..

I got a chance to really see them in action this month. My dad is in the hospital and Mama is by his side all day every day!
I have seen her argue with doctors and nurses to get him the care he needs and I have seen her lovingly try to help anyway she can.
I remembered why we are a family, because we love each other and never give up.
Seeing Mama take care of dad is a sight I never thought about, and in years past I would have been jealous, as that was always my role. but this time I am not and I am glad she is there to do it. I wish I could be a bigger help to her.

I am glad that I have mama in my life, not only is my dad happier then I ever remember him being in the years before she came around, but I gained 4 siblings that I love very much!