This year has been hard for me, looking back I thought last year was hard and in ways it was but this year is teaching me more and those lessons seem to be harder for me to learn.
So I am struggling with being positive this month but I am struggling, meaning I have not given up. I do not plan on giving up. I am a fighter and while I might take longer then I like to learn my lessons I will learn them!!!
I look back and in the last year I have learned a lot about me and who I am, what I have to offer the world and my friends and how to use it better. I still have a lot more learning to go but I feel like I am starting to trust in myself more now than ever before. I do not tend to share much about that as some people feel differently about it and out of respect for them I do not want to share it. but I am working on a writing project about it (it is on the back burner right now to another project).
Looking forward the next few months hold many challenges, decisions that have to be made, about where to live when the lease is up, how to afford a place, lots of things there, but I have guides to help me and I am sure that the right path will be shown me. even if it is not the path I want... I trust that I cannot plan every detail and that I must go with the flow but I will do my best to prepare for every path I can see so I have as much done before as I can.
I thought I would share a video of one of my furry friends who keep me company and loves on me when I am down.. This one is special cause he is about 17 and playing like a kitten here, with my knee brace LOL, I think it got catnip on it somehow..
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